April 2011
Hiccups
Ugh
Did that thought really just go through my head?
Why is impressing you SO important to me? Sheesh
Today was a very good day.
That’s all I have to say.
Oh, and excited for tomorrow. Kbye.
"But that was when I had a crush on blankidyblank"
”..you had a crush on blankidyblank?”
“I know you’ve been hurting, but I’ve been waiting to be there for...”
“Under love’s heavy burden do I sink.”
Ready for tomorrow
Mainly because it’s the weekend
But also because I’m going to the Avenue with presh Alexis after school
Then we’re going to the school play to watch Stephanie Nixon take the stage like a boss<3
Wooooop
When your parents call you to dinner 1000 times
Oh my
This shouldn’t even be bothering me
I know its dumb
But I just wish you thought half as highly of me, as I do of you. But that’s just wishful thinking, because you don’t even notice.
It happened then, it happens now
They let you in, they let you down
And it feels like we can’t get out
And it feels like hell
I think I’m safer on an airplane
I’m safer with my lungs full of smoke
I think I’m safer on the jetway
Than a world without hope
Dashboard Confessional
lexchinooo:
NO SHAME.
Of course you don't understand
Because you don’t have these problems. You’re amazing. You can woo anybody you want to. You don’t just freeze up everyday, because there’s slightly too many people around you, even though you’re not talking to any of them.
But even though this is true, you don’t have to remind me that my anxiety controls my life. I already know that, and I hate it, more than...
I don't like when you talk to me this way.
I mean, by no means do I want you to baby me. It’s just.. you make me feel dumb sometimes.
I was born to be alone, I really was.
Are you fucking serious right now?
If you’re gonna post shit about me, write the whole fucking story.
Don’t make me out to be a fucking asshole, when half of that shit isn’t true.
Fuck.
I hate this feeling.
I really really love Denzel Washington, oh my.
"Do I need to go through another boy band lyric?"
Best youth pastor.. ever.
“I don’t care who you are.. where you’re from.. what you’ve...”
– Chris Dills
Ugh, you’re a pig.
I'm saying this now, but who knows how I'll feel...
I’m not falling back into this. Its a waste of time, and it won’t end well. Its not worth it. Maybe two years ago, it was. But not now. Its different. Everythings different.
I haven't been that happy since.. well, then.
But its okay, I knew I’d find a way to mess it up again.
I always do.
I guess it's true
We’re never gonna get this right.
I was afraid you'd say that.
I shouldn’t care, but I do care.
I feel like you're disappointed in me
And I’ve always known that would be an awful feeling, but I thought I could handle it.
I didn’t know it would hurt this bad.
More than anything, I hate when this feeling...
Its like I’m being pulled under by a wave, there’s no getting up.
But there is. “Hope is rising with the sun.”
Rant, rant-ant-ant.
I’m so sick of these teenagers that want to kill themselves. I get that they’re having a hard time, we all are. They don’t seem to understand that they’re not the only ones in the world with a problem. Don’t try to talk to me about your problems, and then tell me I don’t know how you feel when I say I understand.
Also, when the hell did everybody get so...
Oh precious heavenly father
Romeo and Juliet in British Lit.
…….Leonardo Dicaprio.
Ugh
Will I always feel like this?
